Resistance and miracles

This week has been very good and pretty bad at the same time. I won’t go into details, but the two major things I see here are my old blueprint and resistance. With a good dose of opinions on the side.

Anyone actually successful who’s reading this: when do you stop feeling as if you’re walking in a minefield? Perhaps that’s just my old blueprint as well.

I redid my DMP. In many ways I feel like this:


Those things we call miracles are just the inexplicable things which happen as the universe comes to your aid. I know that. But is it resistance not to want to rely on them? To know how to do what I want to do?

I feel as if I’m pushing through a jungle, alone, in a direction where there’s no path. Is that resistance? Or is that a sign I should go a different way? I don’t know, and I think the not knowing is what scares me.

Fear, unworthiness … hey, that sounds like my comfort zone! Now I know what to do. 😀

That, my friend, is a miracle. 😉

Comments (2)

  1. Jean

    I hesitate to say I’m successful. The Old Blueprint is strong, and six months doesn’t eradicate 55 years of cement. A year and a half won’t chip it all away, either, so I’m reasonably confident you’re still chipping away a lot of cement.

    The important thing is you are still navigating that minefield. I firmly believe it will eventually become a rocky field, then a gravel road, and eventually a sandy beach. There will always be storms tossing stuff in your way. You’ll get better at handling it. You got this.

    1. mkmma_pattyloof (Post author)

      Thanks 😀

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